We Thank the Lord Jesus Christ that His Mercy Knows No Limits!

This use to be a blogspot of a man that was very angry at God. I was angry at God for many years. I just would not admit it. I recently came to the place I rejected the exisetence of God. At least I thought I did. I would curse God and go out of my way to curse God's people. I hit lower than rock bottom and denied that God existed. In ignorance I blasphemened the Holy Spirit.
Over the last month I would hear gospel songs being sang in an audible voice. I would search through the house and nowhere was their any music playing. I tried to ignore these voices singing of God's faithfulness. I even told myself I was receiving bleed over signals in my house from strong raidio towers or through eletronic gagets in the house were picking them up. More and more this happened.
Last Monday night I heard a choral sing, "Great is thy Faitfulness." I walked across the house and I asked my wife, "Honey are you singing any gospel hymns?" She said no. "It has to be a feedback signal bleeding through some gadget. " I would tell myself.
On Tuesday morning I woke up hearing the old hymnal, "I Know Whom I Have Believed". And a soft gentle voice saying, "I will never let you go. I am faithful. Even if you are unfaithful I remain faithful to keep those which the Father has given to me."
Tuesday morning with my ears I heard more songs, "Great is Thy Faithfulness" and "Come unto me."
I went to my wife, we prayed together. I repented before the Lord and turned to Jesus asking him through so much sorrow and humility to forgive me and restore me , and I heard in my ears, "Dane I love you. Your sins are all gone, buried forever in the sea of my forgetfullness and you are my son."
And fuck you fundie! I am just bullshitting you! Non of the above is true!

Friday, June 12, 2009

How Deep the Father's Love for Us!

"How Deep the Father's Love for Us!"
Behold the Man upon the Cross,
My sin upon His shoulder!
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
call out among the scoffers.
It was my sin that held Him there,
until it was accomplished.
His dying breath has brought me life!
I know that it is finished!
I will not boast in anything,
No gifts, no pow'r, no wisdom.
But I will boast in Jesus Christ,
His Death and Resurrection!
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer!
But this I know with all my heart,
His wounds have paid my ransom!
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer!
But this I know with all heart,
His wounds have paid my ransom!

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